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She pointed to a comprehensive study that found more than half of adults in the United States reported being exposed to a potentially traumatic event at some point in their lives, but only about 5 percent of men and 10 percent of women ultimately develop PTSD. Bacon, the woman who witnessed the suicide in Toronto, always thought of herself as tough. She has traveled, mostly by herself, to 66 countries; she has been nipped in the ribs by a lion. But the day after seeing a stranger fall to his death, she walked around the city in a daze.

When she got home, she began combing through Toronto obituaries. She hoped that learning more about the stranger would help her process what she had seen, but she never definitively found the right person. She made her first-ever appointment with a psychologist. And she talked about it with whoever would listen. Still, Bacon suffered from nightmares and night terrors for weeks.

She never used to lock her doors at night; now, more than a year later, she says she bolts both her front and bedroom doors. The experience has changed how she relates to others and how she thinks about mental health. We want to hear what you think about this article. Submit a letter to the editor or write to letters theatlantic.

Alice Robb is a writer based in Brooklyn, New York. I had colon cancer then. Y colon burst. The thing I hated most was the feeding tube in my nose. I liked the ventilator, it would hiss and it helped me sleep.

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The thing I learned is that God called us home when He wants us. Love and healing to him and his loved ones! This is so sad, and highlights what is wrong with our medical system. I believe that the medical malpractice is harming us all. Bad outcomes are considered the fault of the doctor who must deal with sadness and often false accusations.

It wears us down and makes us practice defensively. I believe that a solution lies in combining real charity with the state protecting doctors who volunteer. NJ S is a bill that would have physicians donate 4 hours per week in a non-government free clinic in exchange for medical malpractice protection in their private practices. A plaintiff would have to sue the state. Volunteering doctors would be heroes again and would be thanked instead of always second-guessed. And it would bring charity back to the communities where it belongs. This is a great idea in theory, but it goes too far the other way.

In tort law, states have sovereign immunity. Forcing an injured party to sue the state in the case of malpractice would in effect end all malpractice suits, even in cases of intentional malfeasance by a medical provider. Conditions are intolerable, non-physicians are apathetic or overtly hostile. It is accelerating, and in 30 years it will be complete.

There is nothing like experience to bring out the best in us. You are here for many reasons, your beautiful family, your colleagues and friends and the rest of the world to try and make sense of some of the absolutely out of context occurrances especially in the medicine, nursing and midwifery.

Most of us prefer prevention, sometimes we have to deal with the illness and for that reason we are the salt of Mother Earth and you are a Leader. Thank you for sharing your story and I look forward to hearing wonderful things as you recover and re establish yourself into the future. Warm wishes. Just luck. Lean on all the people you need to,while you regain some emotional strength.

All of us docs dread such cases as your young girl with flu. Thank you for sharing this. I originally started training in Emergency Med but I got to the point where I hated my job, dreaded every shift and lived in constant fear of missing something with catastrophic consequences for both my patient and my career.

Quite early on I had a patient kill themselves in the department while the curtains were drawn despite clearly denying suicidal intent when asked. I did my best in that case but the legal fallout was very unpleasant and left me fearing for my safety the family very much blamed me. Emergency Med is utterly brutal.

I still find it interesting but the psychological improvement that came with switching to anaesthesia a well travelled path, at least in this country has been enormous. Might be a worthy goal to study the health implications of various specialties. Ya know, along the lines of informed consent for potential applicants.

I understand. Hospitals — Shame on them! To be a true healing physician you feel the triumphs and the tragedies. You give it your all! The system is defective now. It used to be we were allowed to be human. I pray evert person in the medical field be allowed to be human. God bless you for sharing and going on. Doc, thanks for sharing this! I am a retired soldier and have PTSD.

Much of what you described mirrors the experience that I have had. I never hit the point of trying to commit suicide but too many of my brothers and sisters have. Lucky for me my best friend and wife had the courage to tell me that I needed to get help. I was amazed at how easy it was once I did get help.

God bless you! Dave, do you feel this is a uniquely male issue? Asking for help seems to be much easier for women. I have a theory that men in police, fire, medicine, and military all have more of a hurdle to overcome in asking for help. Your thoughts appreciated. I disagree. I am a nurse in the military and females are same rate of PTSD. Men are in combat roles as most women are not, though there are some.

Also, think about how women process…they talk. More men do not. There was a study of drone pilots vs combat pilots. Look that up. Drone pilots sit back stateside dropping bombs on adversaries and they are getting ptsd. They feel lack of humanizing you just sit at a screen and kill. Hope that helps your research. The completed suicide rate is women:men in medicine. Several thoughts. They feel a different responsibility towards the children they may leave behind than do fathers.

This may lead to a greater number of women than men that are depressed…. The act of contemplating suicide does provide one with an ultimate feeling of control,which is something most people desire. They earn more than female counterparts in almost all arenas. This imbalance makes for a female to literally be worth less dead than a male medical professional.

This in a society that stigmatizes virtually all mental health issues. They are mainly women. They have a greater percentage of being in abusive interpersonal relationships, experience more lateral workplace hostility and violence and are often natural enablers. They are frequently single parents. These differences lend to them being financially less stabe than male medical providers.

They may not have health care coverage that is comparable or money that allows mental health care,as a physician, irrespective of gender. Have asthma and no one will question your practice. If a known mental health diagnosis of any type exists,your fitness to practice is immediately a very much discussed topic,so you have the added stress of trying to perform at a level beyond scrutiny. In addition, concern for your licensing board to somehow be involved just heightens anxiety. I wonder how providers feel as they ask the screening questions for depression and suicidality, while they are actually feeling the same way?

And last of all,if we do seek help,many feel an additional concern for the person caring for us. Worry for them and any guilt or liability they may experience if ultimately suicide is complete. It seems an impossible vicious form of circular hell. I wonder who is even willing to disuss this? They see the happy mom and adorable babies born. A heroin addicted mom thinking her baby is waving hi,as it seizes. I have the unfortunate distinction of knowing a coworker who lost 2 sons to firearms and one killed by stabbing in jail….

I worked with an amazingly brilliant,kind nurse who committed suicide by gun. I worked with a very promising new grad,that became addicted to drugs after caring for school shooting victims not much younger than he was. I worked with a nurse shot and killed by a neighbor after work,because of a dispute about his barking dog. I worked with a nurse that survived being shot by her partner. Our pediatric ED staff had to resuscitate a beloved unit clerk,but despite the PTSD some experienced,she lived and finished nursing school.

These were just the people with whom I directly worked. I guess that last story is what has me go back,because as I look at this miniscule number of events I have seen,I realize how very broken our profession is. We waste time taking the same mandatory fire safety, universal precaution tests every year. Mental health care should be what is mandatory.

I think you touched on something here. So, in my profession, no one ended up being able to ask for help for a long time. The men felt like they had something to prove because they were men with societal and professional pressure and the women because we struggled to fit in and be accepted by the male-dominated industry.

Now, so many of us suffer from PTSD and we have lost many. I have seen this in medicine too. We have a lot to learn from being fearlessly female. I too can relate to this on some level as an emergency room nurse for over 17 years I have seen medicine change drastically from doctors who really practice medicine to now doctors who conform to the political stringent arena of what patient satisfaction scores dictate they must do in order to have their scores up. As you learn to how to compartmentalize every trauma you see dead baby goes in this box year-old suicide goes in that box young man who hung himself in another box and it goes on and on from the young to the old each one gets their own box so that you can shut the lid and forget however their faces pop up in my mind every day I allow it to flash and then close the lid otherwise you cannot function and cannot give the next patient trauma or the next emergency your full attention such is the life of the ER doctor and ER nurse.

Oh Autumn, have you ever received therapy for any of this? Is there a support group among ER nurses that could be formed? We must do something about this. I would assume many are living with PTSD and suffering in silence. We must help one another. What do you imagine could be done at your hospital? As an er nurse, there are no support groups that I know of, although they are needed.

My personal experience is that alcoholism is a major problem with er nurses because of the trauma we deal with day after day. The stress is unreal. Hi Autumn, I know exactly of what you speak and can empathize. I have been practicing ER medicine for nearly 22 years. I did adapt…for awhile. I was not happy; therefore, I made a decision to work part-time.

Then I took some advice my father gave me when I was having difficulty with my department chair while in the U. They will do what they do. Do what you do best and take care of your patients. Everything else is secondary. I pay no attention to patient scores because I get no complaints, my patients are very happy. My conflict is with colleagues, nursing staff and departmental leadership because I do not conform to the business of medicine. It is not a comfortable position to be in, but I had to make a choice. The status quo or my patients. I chose the latter.

I am a true clinician and proud of it. OK, time to step up our game to support one another. From today forward if you need to vent privately — bad case, stressed about unrealistic expectations, lawsuit, family struggles, etc. Even the strongest among us get widdled away…. Talk to each other and heal the little aches before they become big one!! Then meet up face to face at national gatherings!! Pamela, Has there been a rise in physician suicide over the last years?

Doctors have been taking it on the chin for at least that long. What has been the toll of higher patient volume with less and less time per patient, flat or declining payment, loss of autonomy, massive debt, and on and on? Maybe the answer is to get off the treadmill and open a direct pay practice.

Spend as much time as you need with each patient, and set up a fair fee schedule. Something to consider. Docs need to be more autonomous and to work human schedules with emotional support and free time to recover. Then call me after or email and I am happy to answer any questions you have. Richard, The increased risk for physicians has been known for more than 5 decades. There was a study published in JAMA in showing that physician suicide- especially in women- was higher than the general population.

It is interesting to me that the risk has been elevated before so many of the issues we talk about today were even a concern. A similar thing occurred to a fellow resident a couple years after graduation. He worked in the ER and snapped a few days after the horrific death of a young patient not his fault.

But instead of trying to kill himself, he went home after shift and killed his wife. When the police came and he realized what he had done, then he tried to kill himself. They were both the kindest people. Such a shame. I wish we could all support each more, nurses, PAs, NPs, pharmacists, and docs. The system actually encourages us to throw each other under the bus and find someone to blame.. Thank you for helping heal the healers. So many are wounded. We must reach out to veterinarians and others who are suffering as well.

Not just ED docs, nurses too. Thanks for helping PAs! Every human being has a saturation point, including doctors. With his experiences in Haiti and Mexico; let alone what he experiences during each shift as an ED doc, it is no wonder he reached his. It is unfortunate that his employer chose to terminate him, especially after voicing support for him. Makes no sense. Physicians are tools God uses to intervene medically to treat disease, heal or prolong life—if possible. However, we are not God and people do die. If one does everything he can to provide the best care possible and meets all standards of care, then there is nothing else left to do.

Therefore, there is nothing to feel guilty about. Of course the family will blame someone, it is only natural when they lose someone they love. However, we do not have to accept that blame. His employers betrayed him. They did not remain loyal nor did they stand behind him; all in the interest of being politically correct. Therefore, their words of support are meaningless. It is not a weakness to express dismay at the loss of a patient. It is a strength. There is no where to go but up.

Committed implies a crime. Committed rape, burglary, murder. Say died OF suicide or died BY suicide. The problem is that medicine is a managed by as a profit making system by corporate interests which are required by federal law to have as their first goal increased income to their stockholders.

This is a logic problem. How do you maximize the profit on sick people? Well, you take the money, and also ask the sick people to cough up some for their care, and then make a system that almost but not quite cures them so they return repeatedly. The system also has to use someone else for the fall guy when they die. That is where the physician comes in. Pam, you are right that having your own practice allows you and others to avoid that trap. I believe we physicians should go farther and advocate actively to get corporate profit out of medicine.

The rest of the Western World has figured this out. This is a political problem and both parties in our American system are at fault here. I always love your wisdom and insight on medicine. I so agree with you! Totally agree! You can be a strong believer and still snap. Anita, how do you and your husband care for yourselves? Hopefully not by exchanging horror stories before bed. I love this piece! Thank you for shinning your light. I am a Nurse Practitioner and I must admit Nursing school was a hazing to me.

One of the worse things I had ever been through next to witnessing my mothers murder. It was that brutal!


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The list goes on. I am sad to hear this and even more occurs to med students. Had no idea it was so similar. I do pray one day mental health is taken seriously and not used as a ridiculing tactic. I am very interested in your concept of proving an environment that harbors happy patients thus happy providers.

This is something to investigate. Oh no. Oh do we need to revamp our fear-based training tactics. I would love to speak to you. Please consider if you want to have a ton of fun opening your own little clinic. I can walk you through all the steps. Dear Michael, Thank you for sharing your story with us. And thanks to Dr. Wible for providing this discussion forum. My first exposure to this type of ongoing tragedy was losing a beloved classmate to suicide in medical school 20 years ago. I am also a work-distress-related suicide survivor. Last month, one of my friends and EM colleagues was not so fortunate dead at age Over the course of my career, I have personally known or learned of numerous other physician suicide contemplaters, survivors, and completers.

I applaud your our efforts to find new ways to support one another and avoid risking more physician lives from suffering in silence. Helping to initiate peer-to-peer counseling relationships through social media outreach is a brilliant idea, IMHO. Kudos to Dr. Kay Moody! I do not feel that I can risk signing my real name here, because MY state medical licensing board publicly disciplines suicide survivors. There are too many state medical boards that publicly discipline and shame suicide survivors.

I get quarterly lists in my mailbox of all the docs who are in trouble. Thank you for sharing your story! It takes lots of courage, a caring heart and a bright soul to do so. May you heal, rejoin and love life again! Everything happens for a reason… We may have to go thru the suffering to see it. Although I have never worked in an ER, as a nurse practitioner, I too can relate to the feeling of being used and abused, overworked and underpaid. We all need time to heal. How can we heal others when we are so wounded?

I pray the light will guide us all. Your value is in what you know and even more so because you survived. Had you died what of the doctors who rendered aid to you. Would your condition have thrown them over the edge? As you stated perhaps returning to the ER especially if procedures conjure up past experiences that bring up negative memories is not suited to you. However, there are other occupations where your training and education can serve others and help you re-establish your self worth.

I am not a physician, but a nurse who works at a fast paced office. Just 2 weeks ago when I left work all I could think about was ending it all because I was so burnt out and was getting no support from my employer. I am a psychiatric NP who has treated people from all walks of life — even physicians. This is whereby we think that our training and experience somehow allows us to rise above the suffering that we see and become emotionally detached. No easy answers to fix the problem. I cope by getting outside, regular exercise, a vegan diet, no alcohol, and prayer and devotions.

Plus chocolate helps at times. I am so glad God spared this doctors life. I so hope he continues his walk with the Lord and someone points him to Celebrate Recovery. I pray for his healing. I was pushed to the brink during my rotating internship in small animal surgery and emergency medicine. In the vet med field, this or a similar kind of internship is generally required before going on into specialty field internships and residencies.

Everyone knows that the internship year is rough — but hope to land somewhere where this reality is offset by good mentorship with a built in support system. My internship was in a highly respected institution I was excited when I matched there , but the hours and extreme mental fatigue from day one left me in tears that continued for months I am not one, historically, that cries easily. I was scheduled for hour overnight work weeks every month they were always longer than that — phone calls, paperwork, etc , and was required to start that hell with a 24 hour shift.

Often, I was the sole doctor during those shifts. Euthanasia after euthanasia, angry owners seeking free care and accusing me of not loving animals for being unable to provide it. The 2. Sometimes if I was on easier rotations, I would have a weekend day or two off — but that was never a guarantee.

My fellow interns experienced the same. I understand the extreme emotional distress that comes from doing everything right, but having a poor outcome anyway. The buck stops at you, and many still blame you. Sometimes you blame you. Compassion fatigue set in. With time, that feeling has faded as I have moved on into a specialty I am suited for. I hope you come to realize that even if you do not return to the ER, you have immense value — whether that be teaching, motivational speaking, etc.

You matter. And for many, you have altered their lives in a positive manner. Simply speaking out about this experience shows character and bravery. Hold on. So what field did you finally settle in? How did you recover? Did you seek therapy? Do veterinarians have to complete job applications with mental health questions? Just curious. Glad you made it. Medical training and practice needs to be humanized.

Just absurd. No human being can work those kinds of hours and be rational. No patient animal or human can get the best care from a doctor who is on the verge of collapse. Do labor laws not apply to residents? Interesting you should mention labor laws. Doctors are working hour shifts. Recovery is a slow, lonely road. Oh Pamela, thank you for sharing!! I have chills reading this. Doctors are human, too.

How hard is that to understand? We all need the time and space to safely process, grieve, heal, and grow. Yet martyrdom is still rewarded above true resilience in our profession. We must—and we will—change this, for our future doctors, for our patients, for ourselves. You are a beacon of hope for us all Lissa. So thrilled to help you launch your dream clinic in a few months! We can all inspire each other by simply practicing in alignment with our highest values, reaching out to help the still-injured healers among us, and remembering to always ask for help when we need it. You are loved.

Trolling by regular people! Thank you for your courage to share what you experienced. You have opened my eyes. They have been closed to long. God speed. Such an important message to share. I am an ER nurse and I feel your pain and you are not alone. We are not given adequate debriefing after events. We are overworked and expected to move on to the next patient without blinking. There is no time for grief. Weakness is not tolerated. The doctor is ultimately responsible for the discharge or admission decision but we see it all too.

As a 30 year nurse I have the confidence to lovingly talk with the physician if I disagree with their decisions. My doctors know me and trust me and will listen to what I have to say. We all need an ear at times. All staff included in expanded podcast discussion of article. Please listen to link after first paragraph or download MP3. Thank you for your courage in writing about your experiences.

You have touched my heart; I am sending you love, peace, gratitude, and the energy of healing. May you recover to be the good physician you are. I am surprised you limit this to physicians only. The stress on other medical professionals is high too. The injustices also apply to the overworked and understaffed nurses. Great article on a very real problem. It sounds like those police officers need to take Mental Health First Aid. This program has helped our local law enforcement officials more effectively handle cases like this one.

Not at all limited to physicians. In the podcast I mention other health professionals and have expanded discussion and solutions to this epidemic of vicarious trauma to the health care workers and yes, all other helping professionals require help too.

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I am an Associate Degree R. I too have contemplated suicide. There are several factors including the parent, the teacher, another nurse and a lack of orientation to a new job.

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But because I was present and because of the RN after my name, I no longer have a job. I did my best. I did the right thing. Or so I thought. Maybe I should have lied. I worked in the ER 20 years prior to this job. I left it and hospital work because of the fog and ensuing PTSD. And it continues. If you want to talk please contact me here Susan.

And I am so sorry for the way you were treated. Susan, have you asked yourself why they asked you to resign when they could have fired you? I just want it to stop sometimes. I try very, very hard to put on a brave face when I am having a bad day. The bad days are the worst. Why Derek? He was harmless, he had a heart of gold and he was probably one of the most affectionate and loving men I know.

He always told us he loved us. He was so funny too, he always knew how to make us laugh from the time he was able to talk. I had my rows with him through the years, gave him a hard time for some of the choices he was making in life and about his drug use, but only because I cared and wanted the best for him.

It does still make me feel guilty now. My mam said to me that there was some vodka in her apartment that I could take, so I text Derek Dez and said I would be over to get some and he said no bother. The feckers had drank most of it and topped it back up with water. We had a laugh and I left them with the watered down vodka and told them to have a good night. Dez gave me a hug and said thanks Chelle.

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I knew he was thanking me for not giving out to him for having crowds there. That was the last time I heard his lovely laugh and the last hug I got from him. How can parents bury their own child. How are they coping? When I think of how they must feel my heart feels like its shattering into a million pieces.

They are the strongest people I know and they are there for me and my brother, Robert and encourage us both to talk about our feelings and ask how we are doing every day as do we with them. But how do they do it when their own hearts are broken. I worry about them both every single day. My brother Robert. He worries about everybody and always wants to be sure that we are all okay even though his heart has been ripped out. He adored Derek and did everything he could to protect him.

He was always there for Derek no matter what and they were as close as brothers could be and everyday on Whatsapp. Rob still goes to send Derek links on articles about football or whatever. He is a broken man now, but still makes sure everybody else is okay before himself. He is one of a kind and I love him very much.

It hurts me seeing him hurting so much. Hes kept busy with his 3-year-old torment of a daughter, Emma. Torment in the sweetest way is what I mean! My only niece. Boy, did he adore her. She is talking now and he will never get to see all of that. She will never remember the love that Derek had for her or the bond they had. She loves her uncle Derek and talks about him all the time. She sings the new Adele song and I cry every time. They are just some of the things that go through my head. Some of the pain I feel, and some of the sorrow that I carry around with me most days. My Mam has taken her heartbreak and put it into something that is there to help prevent any other family from going through exactly what she has.

Think about what you are leaving behind. Try and understand that you are so loved and everyone in your life will do anything to save you.

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Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. It means so much to me that we could help save another family from this heartache, and also save many more precious lives. For you Dez. I love and miss you every second. Thank you for the strength you give me, for the good days, and keep looking over us all. I feel you with me sometimes. Rest in paradise my love. Michelle Ross is a year-old fashion and beauty blogger.

Pieta House, the Centre for the Prevention of Self-Harm or Suicide, offers a specialised treatment programme for people who have suicidal ideation or who participate in self-harming behaviors. The service is free of charge, but donations are welcome. The specialised treatment programme offers a comprehensive service aimed at individuals and their families who are affected by:.

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